HOW DID OUR RELATION CAME INTO EXISTENCE ....

As i have told that we use 2 have only passing by exchanges ,then i found out that there were many friends common in between us ......
I had no idea that with the discovery of this reality i will begin with a chapter of my life which will change me through out FOREVER .....
Well so 2 keep you out from confusion let us tag that friend as "L"....... so one day during my break time i asked my friend "L" about Aarushi & i found out that all her smiles and laughs are nothing but the covering of the wounds given by no other than by another friend of mine who had been with me since 5th grade till 10th grade (Hes like family) , let us tag this friend as "S" .......
Now , I had got shocked that how can "S" do such a thing as i know him since 5 years ...... But at that moment i was like "ok, shit happens and all " 

But this knowledge was the seed for what made me write this blog ..........

As it begins .......

To start with my story i must start with her . The person who who completed me as a single piece left me in pieces . She is like 80% angle and 20 % devil ..... I first met her in 10th grade through a class mate of mine in10th ..... she was like a free bird , it seemed as if she enjoyed every moment spend in school and may be she did ..... But even she had her rainy days .
I was a kid who wanted to have fun in the school like the mischievous kids of the school but also  wanted to maintain the good relations with my class teachers as i feared of phone calls going to home ..... but i loved that middle land of doing naughty things and then waiting for everything to get calm .
After a year , I met her again in the school corridor .... After that i met her almost every morning as her class was just opposite to mine , But we had only passing hi's and bye's ....... Slowly we started to interact with each other more than just hi & bye , But whenever i met her i had an unusual feeling that i can't explain i got more and more drifting towards her , could had it been love at first sight ???? i guess so , But i had an intuition that some day even if i had been asked to give my live for her ill do it without second thoughts  ....
As the time passed we got t know more about  each other ...... Until that day arrived "my 18th b.day" .

About The Name ......

Whenever i hear this name , i get lost in my own world and my head gets flooded with questions .

Aarushi is my ex-girlfriend's name . She is the only one for whom i am ready to do any thing without giving any thought .

But our destiny didn't agreed with our relation .......

Since the day when we broke i have a fight against the supreme (god) as for what reason did we had to separate   .It has been eight months  ,  and now here i stand in a dark tomb where i just know that i once had a normal life like a normal child , but with the passage of  time i lost it all  and now i don't know whats my present and what will be my future ........ as i await for her as long as it takes .

In the upcoming posts ill describe about my whole past and how did i became what i am now ..............